Monday, January 4, 2010

Believing


Like a fine thread,
the mind is helplessly aimless
just until the
fine thread
connects to a needlepoint.
Finally, it then begins to weave.
The mind needs a sense of belief
in order to connect to the core.
The core of a being holds the soul.
The mind is but a mere tool.
We just have it backwards.
It is a commonly preferred or merely believed falsehood
that the mind holds such power.
Think about it;
The mind is where doubt resides.
Besides,
we all know that there is
infinity.
Even science knows it.
Now that there is infinity at all,
it's clear that we all play a part of it all.
Still, we stumble past the bit of knowledge
we believe to be vital.
Right then,...
we fail the face of surrender.
If only,...
we begin to surrender.
Oh what we would discern!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

a fallen leaf

If we don't know life, how can we know death?
:Confucius:

Do you just love it
when a faded-way-past-the-stars memory bubbles back to life
in such a small space of the mind?
Well, the mind is relatively tiny when you give half a speckle of the cosmos a thought.
Let's just call it a falling leaf.

The leaf tears away from the thread of its branch.

There was a time...
When I was young and quite reckless.
There was a man twice my age.
Something like untouchability laid on his walking grass.
He had that twinkle in his eyes.
He saw the same in mine.
Our eyes met.

Far from romance,
but it had to do something with passion.
No,
not of passionate romance,
but of ever so plain passion
for what floats of the life mission.
Who knows what transpired as his plan
but now it is the unthinkable
because
the story unfolds now.

The leaf tears away from the very branch.

He was a magician.
He believed in magic.
He needed an assistant
who believed in the same as he did.

Showered I was with gifts;
a yellow rose,
sonnets,
poetry,
thoughtful letters,
and
most of all,
the very alive twinkle in his eyes.

The leaf floats in midair.

Never did I feel more alive
or in more awe of the mystery that seemed to roam within life
especially when questions were terribly beyond rife.
You see, I was barely of the driving age.
I had years before adulthood would wind upon me.
So, I never did much but smile
and accept his gifts.
Might have written him once or twice.
In my dreams, did I assist his startling magic with far willing exuberance.
In "reality",
it never took place.

Now
I can not help but wonder
how
no more than a chance encounter
showed me a profound wanderer
to say the least.
I thought it over and over
until that space of invisible matter
called time took the thought
and parted it bit by bit.
a little past soon after,
I barely could remember.

The leaf gently glides on the ground
and now is amongst its brothers and sisters.

Now
Think of a falling leaf.
See a falling leaf.
Watch it until it reaches the ground.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

the sense of being alive


So, is it....
how
to connect
or
what
to disconnect?

Then, you might have been told
that you have your own road.
However,...
others may beg to differ.
They say, be like a heifer.
Follow the rest,
stumble onward in a straight line lest
the ultimate destination be a slaughter house.

Why leave the house
just to choke on false prejudice?
They say damage lies within the loss of objectivity.
I say...
to live rationally
is a shove towards ethereal spoliation.

Rove from the objective eye for once
and walk by all contraries.
After all,
being told how to participate
is but an imposition.
An imposition to what, you may ask,...
an imposition to the development of what is often unjustly shriveled.
The shriveled lies in the dormant core of a human behind a mask.
Lies the shriveled in so many
that it makes my head spin
like a disembodied fin.

Do not let this confuse you.
Let's just chalk this up as
a pep talk
about a way of life.
Like a beehive,
you never know how much life lies within
until you shake awake.


Monday, November 2, 2009

a thought on a piece

"Take Your Son, sir!"
by Ford Madox Brown (1851-6)
::oil on canvas::


Words dribble like the salvia of a starving dog.
Actions leap like a jaguar capturing its prey.

Still, bless all the children that roam in this... world.
Let them be with whole hearts
and know love.


Friday, October 2, 2009

-a certain momentum-


"The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience."
-Emily Dickinson


Love is, indeed, in the air.
Okay, I am just running on sugar.
It happens.

Really,...
wholesomely and truly,
truth in love is like an virgin meadow
that no one really knows.

As far as an eye can struggle to conceive,
faint, very faint
glimpses of truth in love
swirl in the air.

Such truth lies in wait
deep, deep, deep
in the back of its lair.
Far and deep in the corner
of its lair,
truth sits there in vain
as our present-day world turns and tumbles;
it begins to collect dust.
Yes, the truth collects dust!

Have you ever seen a dust devil?
It can raise some hell.


Sunday, September 27, 2009

Breaking Free

One, two, three,...
well, yes, I am checking.
one, two, three,...
you know,
I am kinda having trouble
getting out of my seat.

I think the quieter
I wonder,
it mists into a ponder.
A reality in the mind of mine marches on.
A forest of truth awaits seekers.
It is where true freedom lies.

Must freedom ring,..
what would be of its ring?
Might it be the salvation of aloneness,
the medicinal relief in loving and being loved,
or
maybe chopping wood and carrying water?

Zen in,
Zen out.
It could become a trend.
People of the 21st century are, ahem, can be such whores.
Pardon, but whoring happens.
After all,
trends usually involve whoring.
Addictions include whoring...
I trust you get the picture.
Whoring, set aside from the duties of a prostitute,
is the means of excessive usage.
Clearly, that does not evoke freedom.

Now,..
how,...
how is true freedom truly defined?.
Freedom is beyond words.
Freedom is way past flesh.
I quote Ecclesiastes,
"Even the breeze on the arm is vanity."
Yes, a bit ironic.
I am saying a word is beyond words.
It happens.

So, tell me,
help me...
it is our journey.
Well, we are in the same lifetime.
We owe it to ourselves and the future generations
if there must be any more.
How do we break free?


Saturday, September 26, 2009

The Carousel of Our Present-Day Lifetime.


Time.
One little lousy word.
Still, it is massive.
A massive little lousy word!

Time whisks away
like
the grainy alcohol in a cheaper-than-a-tin bottle
in the hand of desperation.
It goes fast,
yes, time.

The way I see it,
time has succeeded a fictitiously prosperous sense in our lives...
especially these days.
We succumb to the fleeting tick-tock
of the clock.

Each and every single day
there is a split-second
where the clock
meets our gawking eyes
after mindless hours stuck in a whirlwind of nothingness.

We have forgotten.
We have let life slip before our eyes.
Life or time,...
You might wonder.
I say life
because
time has consumed the marrow of life.

Time has crippled our sense of life.
After all,
what does one say
when one realizes the fleeting speed of a day
when it hit dusk.
"Oh, where did the time go?!"
But what about life?
Where did life of that day go!?

Recover your sense of time.
Recover the pace of your life.
Recover YOUR life,
or perhaps,
rediscover your life.